One Response to “Angelina Heart - Soul Mates/Twin Flames/Twin Souls”

1. Eva Cantrell // Mar 1, 2010 at 11:39 pm

   Hey. I need some advice!! I went to college out of state and broke up with my ex boyfriend and was looking on facebook and saw pictures of this really good looking guy by accident. And just thought he was hot, i ended up seeing him that guy on campus. We kept running into each other numerous times and would always stare at each other. This went on for two years. We would run into each other unexpectedly like, and i felt this energy towards him, an attraction i had never felt before. He would look at me in my eyes and it was intense. I felt like i was looking at myself when i was looking at him. I always felt like we were similar some how and i couldnt understand why i felt the way i did with a guy i didnt know. I got up the courage to speak to him after always seeing him in the library and everywhere, I unexpectedly ran into him one day and saw him sitting alone so i went to talk. He looked shocked, surprised and happy. We had an amazing conversation, i mean i felt relaxed which i usually am when i have a crush but i felt comfortable and safe. I felt like time stood still. I was just excited being in his presence, when i looked in his eyes i felt a pull towards him, i remember liking his hands, and his voice. It was all so familiar to me. But after we talked for a while we departed and i got nervous when we stood up and he was taller way taller and i felt a little intimidated while he just stood there after he told me it was good talking to me, he just kinda looked at me and i was like bye and walked away leaving him standing there.I come to find out that he was in a relationship so thats why he didnt ask for my number. Well a year later i still see him unexpectedly we are so similar. We go to the library the same times and obviously study the the same way, we go to the gym the same times. One time i had an intution i would see him and all day went by and i was like oh well, THEN i was in the coffee shop later that night and he walks in. He stared at me looking up and down, it was intense. I dont understand how we spoke last year and now we dont speak. It’s killing me! It only feels like things have gotten more intense which is strange since we havnt talked in a year. I have this burning desire to just run to him but i can’t! Another interesting unexpected thing that happened, was when my mom and i was coming back to move me in to school from summer break we decided to go to walmart and we were behind this FL tag (he’s from FL) and i wondered if that was him, my mom had to turn around to get something at the hotel she forgot, then we get in the walmart parking lot and out of all the parking spaces there we park next to the same FL plate and walk in and there he is in walmart with this brother! He looked at me! It is stuff like that, like i was at the gym and my friend called me to come meet her and i said just after i burn 200 cals after that i went and i ran into him as he was coming into the gym. I want to say hello but i just get caught up in the moment of starring at him. It’s like we are mute now when i see him. I want to speak but i feel like if he wanted to speak to me, why hasnt he already? My friends tell me from his facebook that he is single now. Why isnt he trying to get me? Why do i feel this energy, intense excitement whenever i see him? why do when i’m with other guys wish it was him? And i have never had a relationship with him but i desire one with him so much. My mom thinks it’s just an attraction and if he wanted me he could make an effort to come talk to me. That’s logically but why do i feel like when he looks at me he feels something too? I feel like he just cant admit it like he dosnt understand why he feels the way he does towards me because i am not what he is used to dating. I mean he usually goes for girls who are in a soroity or on the cheerleading team and i’m not. I’m NOT saying that i’m like outkast or nerd, just not in the same social crowd he is. I also have had dreams about him. One in particular that stands out well two that do, in high school i remember dreaming about a hot guy and now im in college and realized that hot guy was the guy I am so into right now. And another one last year, I had a dream the guy texted me and i was so happy to see his name pop up, but when i woke up i realized that wasnt even my phone, but my purse got stolen a week later so did my phone. The new phone i got was the same phone from my dream where the guy texted me! He hasnt texted me since, i mean we dont even have each other’s number, except in another one of my dreams came a phone number. I just remember the area code was the same area code from where he is from in FL. I dont know but i tend to replay all the times we have met unexpectedly which there are so many of those and that one converstaion we had that plays in my mind so vividely. It only made me want him more. I tried to stop liking him because i told myself he dosnt like me but i cannot stop thinking about him no matter what i do!! Once i do stop thinking about him, there he is, i see him somewhere unexpectedly. And those feelings rush back, the feelings of excitement,. I tried to even dislike him bc i was feeling pain and i always come back to wanting him. It’s weird. Recently i was going to wear a black shirt and cowboys boots but though they didnt go together so i didnt, well that day i see him and he is wearing a black shirt and cowboy boots. It was weird. I like everything about him physically i am attracted to everything he is like the ideal guy everything i have ever liked about a guy physically BUT its something about his EYES that have me so blown away. His temperment, his aura something about the way he walks and carries himself that blows me away. The way he looks at me its like i know what he is feeling bc the way he looks at me is like he feels it. But he dosnt know why. And itsl ike he is too afraid to come to me, he runs. I hate that. But really its like i run too. One time i was walking up the stairs in the library and unexpectedly there h was walking down the stairs. We have walked across the street before doing the same thing, walking toward each other. One time i remember walking and feeling an energy like oh my and all i saw was this random guy i had never seen before, and i was thinking i dont like him why do i feel like this energy and all of a sudden, then i look over and there “he” is the guy i’m so drawn too just standing there. Like i could feel it without seeing him. And i feel like almost obsessed and i try to stop thinking about him but i cant bc ill have a dream or see him somewhere when i dont. And when i dont see him i get really down and depressed. But days when i do see him i get this energy and get excited. but then again its like i want to talk to him. I got anxiety after seeing him and not saying hey, then a week or so went by without seeing him, almost like i had anxiety bc i knew i wouldnt see him for awhile after and i didnt speak. Like i keep losing my chances to speak, but i have sent him a message on facebook, which he never responded too. I dont know why bc i have sensed this connection when he looks at me. Like why would a guy look at a girl that way and why would i feel the way i do? i’m just confused bc i dont want to be trying to make something out of nothing but what i feel is so intense. I never believed in soulmates or twinflames until i recognized this guy, i heard a song on the radio about soulmates and somehow decided to reasearch. It was so interesting that now i’m like so intersted in it. I’m not saying that he is but i would not be surprised if he is. I have soulmates relationships with close friends of mine. But i’m thinking he could me more of a twin flame, bc i see so much of myself in him, that could be why i’m so drawn to him. We have similar facial structures, same color hair, same color eyes, and similar facial expressions. Oh and similar noses. I dont know its weird and we are both athletic. I dont know i just wish i could stop longing for him or that he would come to me. It is painful not knowing or being able to talk to him. Also his birthday is Aug 11th the same as my grandmothers. Another thing after we had out conversation last year i looked at the time right after and it was 11:11 thought what a strange time and come to find out it’s a sign of twin flames. Another thing is that his middle name ist he same as my dad and brother. So many weird syncronicities. The face that we see each other so much and so unexpectedly is what has really got my attention. If i never saw him i would forget about him. But even when i go home for break i still think about him even though i know i will not see him there. I just have never had a crush on somebody like this for so long, once i can tell if a guy is not into me then i move on, but with him i cant move on. It’s like i just KNOW that if we were to be alone together that we could click and blossom and have divine love, just like a intution that i have. It’s like IF we could just be together right now, that we would be awsome for each other. But it’s hurting me bc we cant get together. So i’m starting to question if i’m trying to make something out of nothing but why would i want to do that? I dont want to want him i just do. And i cant force myself to NOT be attracted to him bc i am sooo very attracted to him everything about him i am drawn to. Even hearing his name or where he is from bring excitement to my life. I just wish i knew how he felt. But all those times he has looked at me the way he did in my eyes there’s not denying he felt something, the way we communicated last year. I just know he feels something, but my mom is like you cant know what he feels. But i feel like i do but i dont know why he isnt acting on it. I’m so tired of this, i have been longing for him for two years now. It only has gotten more intense.