Lola Montgomery

Hello everyone!

I am at home this sunday morning and am so thankful my son is home safe from Florida. Thank God. This next week holds many suprises and excitement I can FEEL it! I get to see Brad Paisley again after 8-9 years. I cant wait to give him a big hug and tell him in person how completely proud of him I am. I love it that he is the sane level person that he has always been…sometimes stars lose that, cause of all the fame, but not Brad Paisley. I also get to meet Dierks and there are some OTHER suprises in the works….but that is ALL I can say right now.

Let me just say this….I dont think The Tacoma Dome has ever seen this much fun in one event…maybe I am speaking out of turn…but I dont think so.

ps. I DO NOT REALLY have a parole officer. the worst thing on my record is a speeding ticket from 1997.

But my boss has a strange sense of humor (good) and so thats why it says that in the Taylor Swift promo.

ciao

Im sitting here at my desk..listening to “The Eli Young band” when it rains…”I dont mind being lonely I cry right along with the sky.” You would never know that the one word I hate more than any other…is the word cancer and Im sure by listening to me on the radio you would never know it has bull-dozed my life..I used to wake up in the middle of the night when Rick (my husband) and I were first together and my nightmares were always the same..he would leave me..in my dream and it was so deeply feared that even after being awake for a while I would still cry. That real deep sobbing from the soul. That was my worst fear. And these wouldnt happen one or twice, nope…almost every night. He would try to console me and tell me he would NEVER leave me for anything or anyone..but how could we have known that such a catasrophe was in the works?  We didnt. It robs a person of everything and leaves you with…nothing. And just like people who experience tragedy every day you HAVE to rebuild or go crazy…Im trying to rebuild and Im really not sure where to start. Its a horrible horrible disease. If you listen you know I am very upbeat and positive but right now I just have to vent. I hope you understand.